I cannot sit still on my chair, I feel like something is bubbling inside me. Something I recognize and something I have missed. I rarely feel it as intense as I do at this moment, but there is no doubt. It’s back and I’m gonna enjoy every single second of it. Share it with my loved ones and use it to do more of that I want to do, to be the best version of me. To love.
It’s HAPPINESS. It’s pure and I will never take it for granded.
As I write this, a little tear finds it’s way down my chin. A tear of joy and appreciation. My happiness does not come easy to me. I fight to get here, fight through depression and negative thoughts. Hopelessness and frustration. This is why a feeling like happiness is a big deal to me.
Honest posts like this one may appear more frequently on the blog. I hope you will be okay with that. I also hope you will share your thoughts about it with me.